Narcissists will invoke the silent treatment for days, weeks, and longer with no explanation as a way to control and demoralize their partners. Narcissists are fond of using the Silent Treatment as a cruel (but not unusual) punishment for you doing nothing wrong at all and, from experience, I can tell you that the affect of this method of passive-aggressive control is sheer torture. The first time it happened to me, I felt as lost, sad, and helpless as the puppy in the picture. I thought my ex surely must be dead on the side of the road to not have called me for three days. Well, those three days turned into six weeks. Little did I know that that particular silent treatment was the first of literally hundreds to come. I simply couldn’t believe that anyone could do something like that on purpose to a person that they supposedly cared about.
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My ex-N of 12-years executed a narcissistic silent treatment, on an average, about every 3-6 months (and, during one stretch, even every two weeks), depending, I assume, upon how his other sources of supply were faring. Each silent treatment would last anywhere from two to three days to six weeks to six months before he hoovered back or before my begging at his door and endless onslaught of desperation letters forced him to give in. The Silent Treatment, for my ex and for many others, is a powerful narcissistic ploy and/or tactic and it gets the point across.
No matter how he goes about it or why it happens or when it happens, the Silent Treatment always sucks. The fact that the victim of a narcissistic partner rarely knows why they are receiving the silent treatment only compounds the mental torture. I remember reading an article where the writer described the narcissist’s silent treatment as particularly demoralizing because the N is clearly making a statement – in unspoken terms, of course – that you, the recipient, aren’t even worth acknowledging…aren’t worth a moment of his time…that, in fact, you are a worthless piece of shit on his shoe. How true that is? We all get the point and fast!
“How long will the Silent Treatment last?” is always the big question. Will it go on for a day, a week, a month or even longer? Keeping us in the dark about when it will end (or even why it’s happening) is an intentional strategy designed to create as much anxiety as possible in the recipient. And it does. The longer it lasts, the worse the separation anxiety becomes and the more likely you are to feel depressed, jealous, confused, isolated, unworthy etc. The more desperation we feel, the harder it is to follow the no contact rule and to give up the need for closure. We become the puppet and the Narcissist, the Puppeteer.
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The silence is meant to hurt you. It is meant to teach you a lesson. And, make no mistake, the silence is always a way for the narcissist to buy himself some free time for being with someone else or for hustling up new sources of supply.
Most victims – myself included – will describe the days and weeks of silence as an agonizing torture that leaves us broken and desperate, willing to try anything and everything to get a response. If this means apologizing for the sole purpose of apologizing even though we know have done nothing wrong, then so be it. When you’re in the thick of it, the pain of the silence is far worse than the pain of being a doormat. Meanwhile, the narcissist goes on about his/her business until, for whatever reason, he feels his victim have been punished enough or the girl he’s seeing does something he doesn’t like. When this happens, he will usually return offering no explanation – or at least no logical explanation – and he will expect to pick up right where he left off and as if he’d never been gone. So dismantled and dejected, the victim often demands no answers anyway, keeping her mouths shut and choosing, instead, to revel in the fact that her anxiety has passed. This particular response, by the way, is an intended result of the silent treatment so that the N gets away with the entire debacle. This is just another narcissistic strategy for managing down our expectations so that we expect less and less and he gets away with more and more.
Understand that a partner using the Silent Treatment for any type of punishment – let alone one for a crime not committed – is not normal under any circumstances. When a narcissist uses the silent treatment, it is just one more requirement he has filled in the overall pathological relationship agenda. No one ever deserves to feel unworthy of attention or undeserving of love and loyalty. No one …not even one time.
In my book, Stop Spinning, Start Breathing, I devote an entire chapter to a step towards recovery that I call Silence Appreciation. By learning to actually appreciate the silence given and by using the time wisely as yet another step towards mentally freeing oneself from the narcissist, you’re life will begin to make miraculous changes. It did for me and I know it can for you as well….
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OVERDUE
April 5, 2017 at 8:55 amI have been married for 16 yrs and after much researching and reading, I’ve concluded my husband is a narcissist. I am currently going through the silent treatment…again. This time, I caught my husband in a lie about paying a bill. I called the company myself b/c I didn’t believe what he was saying and my gut feeling was right. He was lying the whole time about paying it. He was just walking up into our bedroom where I was at as I was hanging up the phone. I told him I just got off the phone w/ XYZ and they told me xyz. Rewind, prior to all of this, my husband was loving and apologetic from the past incident where I caught him another lie, this time about him going to the dentist, I found out and yep you guessed it, the silent treatment. (STUPID RIGHT?) Fast forward: I told him I’d just gotten off the phone and wanted to know why he didn’t tell me the truth? I didn’t get upset, my tone didn’t changed or anything b/c remember, I’ve been here so many times. I didn’t want to give him the out that I was irrational so he could’t respond. He looks at me and storms out the room. He leaves the house completely. I call him, asking him why did he just leave like that, I was just asking him what was going on? He hangs up on me. He is officially, Dr Jekyll now. Sleeps downstairs, only talks about the kids needs. I’ve cried myself to sleep b/c it’s like I didn’t do anything wrong but find out the truth. I’ve been dealing w/ this nonsense for so many years. He has finally spoken with me and he say’s that I judge him too much, it’s me this me that. Yet he won’t respond to the lies he tells, he won’t respond to the rationale of how he treats me after he’s exposed. I now have developed anxiety about things, I overthink everything. This has affected me in different areas of my life I’m ashamed. I feel like when my friends are just have a normal conversation with me, I find myself picking holes in their words thinking they too are lying to me. I then found myself saying “what the hell are you doing?” I have two children, my son is 16 and my daughter is 11. I stayed this long for them. But it’s overdue, I need to go, I just don’t know how.
Zari Ballard
April 16, 2017 at 2:28 amHi OVERDUE,
You have to figure out a way and you have nothing to be ashamed about. You have to shift your thinking from worrying about him, what he’s thinking, what he’s doing, and what his next cruel behavior will be and start making a plan for your life. There has to be a way. You are not doomed to forever be in this relationship, sister. Your children will understand and will probably be very glad to be away from the chaos. No more crying and no more wasting time.
Stay strong and write here anytime! I am here to support you…
Zari xo
Valerie
June 10, 2017 at 5:50 pmI’m giving a Narcissist the silent treatment right now, and I’m going to do it for years this time. (I did it for months last time, and he had the nerve to be surprised. {His face => D8} ) My father was a narcissist, too. I learned very quickly what works _on_ them. I am only learning now what they think works _for_ them! They don’t care, because nobody has ever forced them to care. That can be undone. You just have to stop begging.
Yes, it’s possible to change a narc, however it is a pain in the butt, because it takes A LOT of work, and consistency.
If I were you, here’s what I would do.
1. Since he has already put himself in the doghouse, he needs a dog bowl! Feed him using the dog-bowl and tell him he put himself there, and he can come out of it any time. He’ll probably choose to stay in the “dog house” a little longer out of pride. But, you are turning the guilt and responsibility for his predicament back on him, AND you’re giving him a choice. Making fun of his ridiculously immature behavior drives home the point that he can solve his conceptual problems better than having fits and making everyone else his servant.
2. Make sure EVERY MISBEHAVIOR HAS A REPERCUSSION. Narcissists have the maturity of a five-year-old. Let him know with your actions you don’t need him, and you don’t have to tolerate his behavior. Next time he throws a hissy-fit, present him with some Midol. When he throws a bigger fit over that, add some feminine laxative tablets (the PINK ones) to help him “get it all out” of his system. (He’ll actually stop and think next time, but he’ll never let _you_ know he got the point!)
3. Expect the narcissist to try to “get even” with you for standing up for yourself… at first. They are ALWAYS surprised when somebody puts his or her foot down with them, and they react in anger at the shock. -> They will also suddenly respect you more, for a while. Repeated discipline is necessary for this type of “unteachable” monster, so keep your new rules consistent and enforce them mercilessly – even when he whines in pain and you want to reduce the punishment, or its severity.
Narcissists are demon-possessed and they don’t know it. With demons (or other evil creatures) if you give them an inch, they’ll take two miles. Just keep asking him if he likes the way he treated you, now that he’s getting it back. Then, leave the room and ignore his complaints. This is nothing more than a little child whining about how “boring” it is to stand in the corner for five minutes, and it has only been one minute in. He’ll eventually stop whining.
4. Next time he threatens to leave, pack a box with his clothes, pack a lunch, and tell him where the door is. (He’ll get angry the first time you do this, but fury is a narc’s last-defense mechanism. They’re hoping to scare you into obedience. It is at this point that I would just laugh.) If the moron leaves, or threatens divorce, change the locks. (Make sure this is legal where you live first.) Next time he is gone for longer than three days, give him the surprise. Tell him his immaturity has to stop. (Yes, he’ll try to return that “punishment” – the next time you go to work, he’ll change the locks on you, out of spite, and because he’s five years old. Always have a back-up plan to get into the house.
5. Remember, you don’t need him. He is an accessory that has caused you pain and mental torment. He can be replaced. Don’t fall for the candy-and-flowers treatment. He won’t mean it for the first few years. Tell him “No thank you,” ask him to take them back, or ask him why he’s wasting money. If he buys you chocolate, say something like, “I see you bought yourself some chocolate. Nice,”. Don’t even eat one piece of what he buys you. He’ll think his appeasement tactic is working. Treat his “gifts” like dirt. You don’t want appeasement. You want change. Punishment makes the child in a narc _want_ to change, so it does some of the work of “making” him change for you. The severity and consistency of the punishment accelerates this process in the N.
6. Once the lessons finally sink in, he will want to change. He will see that he was wrong, and he will begin to finally feel shame. How long that shame and motivation to improve himself lasts depends on you. Don’t start rewarding him for good behavior AT ALL when he just begins to half-think about changing his ways. Don’t get “soft” on him, because then he’ll think that merely talking about change is a new appeasement tactic. Wait util he really, REALLY wants to change. Instead, insist on getting him couple’s counseling. (He will refuse – for a very long time. But, if you keep disciplining him consistently, he will have to give in.) Counseling with you in the room keeps him from whining and lying to the counselor to get sympathy instead of actually making progress. (My father was a whiner.)
7. The purpose of counseling is twofold. First you are teaching your well-disciplined N a new pattern of _thinking_ and behavior. Second, the N will finally begin to evaluate himself for the first time. Narcissists have an extrinsic value system rather than the natural intrinsic value system. I.e., they only “see” something as valuable for what it does/can be used for instead of what something is in and of itself. It’s a defense mechanism that has to be unlearned. The shallow thinking “works” for them for as long as nothing bad happens. Punishment and pain teach the N that his or her poorly-chosen survival tactic doesn’t actually work.
8. If you want to start rewarding the (now copious) good behavior, wait until about six months into counseling. You may finally start accepting his apologies, instead of rebutting with, “I don’t believe you”. But, keep it conditional. There is a proverb that states: “The truth is like a kiss on the lips, but a lie is like a slap in the face”. Which one does he want, a kiss or a slap?
Zari Ballard
June 11, 2017 at 6:43 pmNo, narcissists can NOT be changed – not with love, punishment, therapy, or any magic pill. It just doesn’t happen. If you’re able to fix someone, then they weren’t a narc. Narcs do not evaluate themselves, tolerate therapy for any length of time, put up with “being in the doghouse”, realize the error of their ways, or learn to respect you or anyone else. They know right from wrong, they just don’t give a shit. They will be nice if they feel like it and when they don’t, they will not or they leave to go somewhere else until they’re ready to come back. Narcissists are never submissive and never will be. While they can certainly be charming when they want to be (or want something), narcissists will do what they want when they want to do it and they don’t want to be told otherwise. They will lies even when the truth is a better story and all the great sex in the world or love you can give them will stop them from being who they are. Narcissists are MISSING something…that extra DNA strand (or whatever) that makes them feel attachment or real love. This is how they get through life.
So you can beat someone or train someone into submission in all the ways you describe and if it works, then they WERE NOT a narcissist, I guarantee it. Likely they were just a boyfriend or girlfriend temporarily behaving badly because not even every cheater is a narc. No, narcs have that little bit of extra evil that makes them unfortunately un-fixable. This is why the only way to save your sanity is to go no contact as best you can and get out.
Zari:)
Denise C
September 14, 2017 at 7:10 pmI totally (and sadly) agree with you Zari. A person has to be capable of empathy, insight, and a commitment to equality and connection. None of these are present in the N, and we who have really suffered under its grasp, are well aware of how demeaning it is to even try. It will destroy a person inside and out.
Zari Ballard
September 15, 2017 at 5:35 pmI know…sad but true….xo
Dawn
March 29, 2017 at 1:04 amI have left my N husband after 25 horrendous years but he took control and divorced ME on some exaggerated and other completely fabricated grounds. My daughters and I are starting again and they are both getting therapy for the torture of growing up with his cycle of ‘adoration’, rage and discard. I feel so wracked with guilt for the damage he has done. He could go for a few months between rages but was always controlling. He would manipulate me, accuse me of affairs, call me lazy for not working, then tell me I couldn’t earn a decent wage anyway so it wasn’t worth spending money on petrol to commute if I was offered a job. He would interrogate me for hours, rip my whole personality to shreds and if I ever stood up to him he would threaten abandonment. It took my eldest daughter to tell me we had to leave. I am very ashamed of that. We had to leave our lovely home and stay with mother while I found financial help. My mother is also abusive (now I see clearly that she is N too and always used triangulation with my sister and I). She threw us out when we were already in a crisis. I have not seen her in almost a year now though she texts me and is unapologetic. She had twisted what happened. I am now getting a tiny flat for my daughters and I to live in. I have no family or friends to help with child care but am looking for work that will fit in with looking after my girls. I have no pension or financial security so it is scary and I am nearly 50! What a mess I have made of our lives. The worst part is the complete lack of closure from my ex and my mother. The things they have done are unforgivable and inexcusable yet he has gone on to get a good sum of money from the divorce, still has his career and is buying a nice house. I can’t afford a place with 3 bedrooms so will sleep on the sofa for the foreseeable future so my daughters have a room each. He said in the divorce this is my fault for not working through out our marriage but he made it impossible. I did some small jobs which fitted in to the school day because of the lack of support with child care and my own lack of confidence I suppose. All I hear is the voices in my head of my ex and my mum telling me I’m useless and my own inner voice telling me I’m a coward. How do you keep up the strength to move on when the abusers never admit to anything and nothing is ever resolved? We will never see my ex husband or mother again my girls have only me now. I have so much to do but sometimes I fund it too exhausting and want it just to end. I am giving my girls all the support I can but worry about supporting them financially and undoing all the damage that has been done by having a narc father and grandparent too.
Zari Ballard
April 14, 2017 at 2:07 pmHi Dawn,
Here I am again apologizing for being so late in responding. Do NOT beat yourself up, sister, because time will heal the wounds and children are resilient. They can see that you are trying to make a life for the three of you. Bravo for you about finding the flat but while I appreciate you giving each girl a room, my thinking is that they can SHARE a room. You deserve to have your own space after not having any space at all for all those years. Stop punishing yourself. You deserve your own room. As it stands, it will probably be quite a while before you can afford a bigger place with a third bedroom SO YOU MIGHT AS WELL DO IT NOW. If you had a boy and girl, that would be different but two sisters can share a room!! LOL
You are an awesome mom and you have done all the right things considering your situation. It’s OKAY. Don’t worry about “undoing” the damage…just be the best mom that you can be right now and going forth and the damage will undo on it’s own. Stop beating yourself up – it’s nonproductive – and the truth is that your ex likely blamed you for everything throughout your life together anyway. Why continue the legacy into your recovery???
Bless you and your girls, my sister! Feel free to write anytime. I am here to support you….
Zari xo
Sam
March 15, 2017 at 9:36 pmMy story is one of the craziest, I did met this woman, and I fell for her, I thought she was my soulmate ( love bombing ) We got married just 6 months after we first met ( she was pushing for it ), by that time I did feel that there is something is just not right, but I was hoping to bring the woman I first loved back, After we got married I felt like i was living with a cloud of negative energy ( hate, anger, irresponsibility, more anger) and seemed nothing I did was good enough for her. I am a real empath, loving , very warm yet very independent. So i did call her out on many occasions. As a result she just moved back to her mom’s and VANISHED and never had any conversation, closure or was able to talk to her ! I did try to reason with her , address our issues to save our short marriage, but I received nothing but SILENCE. I did divorce her. I have been on no contact for months now and It is still feels like a soul crushing experience ( NIGHTMARE )
Jennifer
March 4, 2017 at 5:01 pmI’m in the mist of my second silent treatment. The first was 7 years ago amazingly. Both times he was caught cheating, first an emotional affair, now this time he’s supposedly just “kissed” and did a lot of texting with an employee. Yet he says he needs the time and space to figure out what HE wants. The last few months I’ve had things twisted on me constantly. Including a party where he ignored me while standing at a bar with a woman coworker. I had my monthly visitor and while going to the bathroom I found I had soiled my clothes. Annoyed to still see him at the bar I decided to just go sit in the car and wait for him. He didn’t notice I was gone for 45 min. A lot of other people noticed he did this however and told him how horrible he was. Apparently that was ALL my fault, I even set him up to look bad. He ended up having ME apologize. I’ve given up all boundaries, expected less and less out of the marriage. None of my needs have been met for a long time. While I’m expected to put up with him having all female friends that he should get to go out with. That I should trust him, stop snooping on him (which had I not looked at cell phone records I would have never known). He said since I always thought he was cheating he figured he might as well go ahead and do it. That my insecurities made him unhappy, but I usually always had a reason for when I felt he was doing something. We’ve been married 20 years. Our son is 18, and called him out on his abusive behavior well before I even saw it. It took a therapist to tell me he was a N before it hit me. Yet, here I am in the midst of the silent treatment going crazy in my own head. In so much pain and wanting him back. I know how crazy that is, yet I can’t seem to stop it. He’s agreed to a marriage counseling appointment next week. I don’t really think it’s going to help at all. In fact I worry he will use his sick charms on the therapist to make me out to be the bad guy again.
Zari Ballard
March 14, 2017 at 3:11 pmHi Jennifer,
I apologize for the delay in getting back to you. After 20 years, it is time for you to get a chance at life. This is never going to change, sister. A narcissist feels falsely entitled to do whatever he wants, whenever he wants, with whomever he wants at anyone’s expense…he LIVES by this rule…and he will never waiver. You can stay but this is as good as it’s going to get. Narcissism can not be changed, not with love, therapy, or any magic pill. We only have one chance at this very short life and it would be a shame, now that your child is grown, for you not to get the best shot possible at a bit of freedom and happiness.
Zari xo
Jay
January 30, 2017 at 11:25 pmI’m not dating anyone but this article still helped me. My friend is doing this to me because she was being rude to my other friend and I told her it looks bad on her part to do that. She said she had a lot going on so that is why she was acting that way (she named mostly school and work stuff) and I said that was not a good excuse for bad behavior. She took it very personally and I haven’t heard from her for 4 months. At first I as extremely upset with her because I felt like I didn’t deserve this. I’m mad at myself because I panic and ask one of her friends what I could do to get her to stop ignoring me and she told me to just give her time and that I am supposedly considered a close to friend to her so she won’t stay mad long. I’m almost positive this friend told her that I asked about her which gave her motivation to keep doing this. And then after talking to her friend I messaged her apologizing if I was not being considerate of her feelings, I got no response. 4 months later I still haven’t heard from her. I don’t think I deserve this even if what I said was insensitive I didn’t mean it to be that way. At this point I feel like she is waiting for me to try again but I don’t want to give in. I already tried I’m not going to be ignored again especially over something so petty. So I’m just letting her be upset. It’s hard cuz we are in the same friend group and are both going to be bridesmaids in my friend wedding so I can’t avoid her completely. I don’t know if I’m being stubborn but I’m not apologizing to her again.
Zari Ballard
February 6, 2017 at 6:25 pmHi Jay,
YOU did nothing wrong. What you DID do was call this person out on her bad behavior and you were right and she knew it. Oh…and they don’t like THAT at all! You weren’t being insensitive at all and you needn’t have apologized but that’s okay, at least you can say that you did it and she is STILL being a complete bitch so let it go. Better friends are to be made. Trust me, you don’t want her back in your life because now that she’s done it once (the silent treatment), she will certainly do it again and life is simply too short for all that nonsense!
Stay strong!
Zari xo
Charlie
January 28, 2017 at 3:16 pmI’m a 44 year old male who began working with a female nine years ago (January 2008). Over a period of time we become or so I thought very close friends. There was never any romance involved, I’m happily married and she is a lesbian but we were very regularly in contact, very often went socialising together and went to lunch at work nearly every day. We stuck by each other during thick and thin and shared many our deepest secrets and problems. In fact during 2016 we exchanged more than 2000 whatsapp messages.
In September 2016 she got another job in the same organisation but different department, although she said ‘don’t worry, of course I’ll keep in contact’, ‘its not goodbye’ and ‘we’ll still go out for drinks/food etc’.
From day one in her new role though, she immediately appeared cold, dismissive and seemingly put a barrier in place.
All of a sudden, communication was only one way, she would reply but they were brief and evasive. I would ask how her new job was going and got the reply ‘yeah good thanks’.
At lunch, all of a sudden she sat on the next table with other people/new colleagues and I was barely acknowledged. In fact from here I ended up finding somewhere else to have lunch, well out of the way as it felt totally awkward and uncomfortable.
All of this (just as recent as October/November 2016) really hurt me but I managed to keep a lid on it. I did message her that I was missing her badly but received the reply ‘something that can’t be helped at the moment’. I knew she was training for 9 weeks for her new role and thought she might be busy and made this excuse for her.
In December I asked whether we could go for food/drinks perhaps in the new year when Christmas is out of the way. While not directly answering this, she suggested we go out for the annual Christmas works drink out on the town. I was actually not thinking of going out this time, but this changed things and agreed to meet up. On the Friday before Christmas (16th) I went out and didn’t see her. I sent her a message asking her what was happening, she replied ‘what do you mean?’. Just after this, she did turn up in the bar, saw me and said ‘I didn’t understand your last message, but I’m going off somewhere else with x and y (other colleagues) and promptly left leaving me standing there.
This straw absolutely broke the camels back with me. I had had a few drinks but wasn’t drunk. I was hurt and upset and sent her a couple of angry message giving her a piece of my mind and how’s she’s been aloof for the past few months, although I didn’t swear or resort to name calling. I was though like a bottle of coke having been shook for a few months, and the top came off! Within moments I discovered she blocked me from whatsapp. I quickly realised we may never communicate ever again, and about 6 weeks later (28th January) we still haven’t made up. Ironically, from victims using the ‘no-contact’ mode, this was turned on me instead.
I let the dust settle until the first week in January, and sent her a normal text (where I wasn’t blocked at this time) suggesting if we can make up. I got a blunt reply advising that she didn’t appreciate receiving a message like that and thought I had a ‘damn cheek’, then blocked me from this also. She had turned herself into the victim as I had the audacity of being less than pleased about being treated cruelly and like dirt.
I bit a research suggests since that she may have narcissistic tendencies, plus talking to other people seems to bear this out suggesting that she’s a user and ‘this is what she’s like’. She’s exciting, she’ll make you feel special and alive but will easily drop you when you not needed anymore.
The autumn/Christmas just gone were some of the darkest and saddest I’ve ever felt at work, I’m now trying to move on and get on with my life while at the same time avoiding her and staying out of her way.
I thought I had some amazing memories although I can’t now help but feel they have been tainted somewhat.
I hear now from others who weren’t as close saying how great she was and what a loss she is; this really sticks in the craw as I’ve seen the ugly other side. I just need to heal, be professional and move on. For a while a few months ago I used to wake up most nights in the small hours and struggled to get back off and it occupied my mind constantly, at least now while not at all perfect, it isn’t anywhere near as bad as that.
I knew in the Autumn that it felt totally like grief, but I had nobody to turn to who could completely understand and felt isolated, after all, nobody had died.
I re-iterate, there was nothing romantic involved, that could never work for a few reasons but she possessed a force that was magnetic. There was never a dull moment, exciting and fun to spend time with and always kept me on my toes – and I was sucked in!!
Zari Ballard
January 31, 2017 at 11:36 pmHi Charlie,
I’m sorry for what happened…it’s really awful. She sounds like one of those narcissistic females – all fun, excitement and friendship on the outside, a shallow could-care-less attitude on the inside. Very typical, actually. We don’t have to be romantically involved with narcissists to get the full affect of the blow-off, that’s for sure. You don’t talk at all about your wife yet you say that you’re happily married. Did she know that you had been suffering over the loss of this friendship? I’m thinking perhaps you are not so happily married and the narcissist picked right up on this, using it for all it was worth, giving you the companionship and fun that perhaps you didn’t feel at home…and then BAM she was gone. Again, this is very typical.
I don’t blame you for losing it with the texts and she deserved to hear it. Don’t worry about her turning herself into a victim…she would have done this anyway. As you know, when they’re done with us, they’re done….that is, until they’re not. Do not be surprised if all of a sudden you get a text from her at some point acting as if nothing happened. Then it will be up to you if you should even give her the time of day outside of a strictly professional level. If and when that happens, I would, if I were you, calmly say no thanks and be on your way. Not worth your time, brother!
Stay strong!
Zari xo
Charlie
February 12, 2017 at 3:39 amTo be honest, I would be flabbergasted if she texts me, she would need to unblock me for a start, I daresay I don’t occupy her thoughts one little bit despite going through so much personally and professionally.
As for me, being honest it does occupy my mind a lot as it cuts deep. Many people at work know there’s a rift and whenever she’s mentioned I keep talking her down in a humorous way as a coping mechanism and refer to her as the ‘J word’. It easy for people to tell me to move on, if it was only that simple, but to me its not just a question of moving on but also to thrive.
People defend her actions as her new line of work is very hands on and all consuming, I don’t doubt this but I know and lived through the whole sorry situation.
But yes, I am happily married, I didn’t mention my wife as it didn’t involve her – my relationship with my narc really was completely platonic. My wife knows of ‘Jess’ although the morning after the Xmas drink with the texts/being blocked etc, I couldn’t hide my low mood and sadness which she picked up on and I did tell her of what happened. Although since then I have kept my thoughts to myself and haven’t mentioned the whole episode since.
Mel
January 22, 2017 at 4:57 amAt present receiving the silent treatment. WTF for something I am at a loss to know what I have done. I won’t respond, not this time I have gone back twice but he is not getting a third time out of me. The man is playing a game I know that but for me it is game over. Had enough of this circus. He is not my reality never was, never will be. Mel x
Zari Ballard
January 24, 2017 at 12:33 pmHi Mel,
I wish you the best. You are spot-on about the silence and the game. Do not give in. I did it for 13-years and it nearly destroyed me. Nothing is as loud and deafening as a narcissist’s silence. Good for you for turning his silent treatment into your NO CONTACT.
Zari xo
Mel
January 31, 2017 at 10:08 amThanx for your kind words Zari and I am not going back period!! Mel xx
Zari Ballard
January 31, 2017 at 11:20 pmRight on!